Monthly Archives: October 2010

Deaf Cinema

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I recently discovered this lecture from TEDxIslay. It is in ASL and is captioned.

Source on Youtube. Click over there for a transcript.

I really liked how Betts looks at Hearing film theory and constantly questions it – he is experimenting to find alternatives to these rules that just do not work. In my opinion, this is exactly what the future of filmmaking looks like – minorities looking at the established rules and saying, “Hey, this isn’t how I see the world; I should do this instead to represent my world better.”

For example, his idea to use ASL scripts just blew my mind. Also, one of my favorite parts of this lecture is the clip from the film that he created using a steadicam with dynamic captions at ~15:35. That is definitely the type of film I would want to watch.

My personal experience diverges from Betts’s a little bit – for example, un-captioned movies just bore me to tears, even if they are pretty. It’s not just that I need a story to watch a film – I love experimental films that don’t have stories. No, for me, it’s frustrating to watch a bunch of Hearing people talk without understanding them, because that is exactly what I do in everyday life.

But, on the other hand, when I think about the type of movies I like, a good deal of them are pretty fluid, just like how Betts describes – instead of cutting back and forth between shot / reaction shot, they just flow. A good example of this is Elephant by Gus Van Sant – I think they use a steadicam to film pretty much everything. I’m not sure if this is because I’m deaf or if this is just some weird aesthetic quirk of mine. Betts ties it to Deafness, which I find interesting.

Anyway, I’m excited for the future of Deaf cinema and I can’t wait to see what people come up with.

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How Battery Life Affects My Music Taste

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I’ve noticed that my cochlear implant’s battery life has a definite impact on my day-to-day life; furthermore, my music taste tends to fluctuate along with my battery life.

A blurry photograph that shows a large Jones soda bottle filled three-quarters of the way with batteries. Some are AA, but most are button-cell batteries. Miscellaneous objects, such as boxes of tea bags, are also visible.

Technically, the manufacturer recommends that I change my batteries every day – the idea here is that the battery can still power my implant, but the sound quality is lessened. In practice, I change my battery about every three to four days, depending on how much I’ve been using my cochlear implant.

If you consider the fact that a pack of 60 batteries costs approximately $40, combined with the fact that my cochlear implant uses three batteries at a time, I think you can begin to understand why I milk out my battery life for all it’s worth. Plus, it wastes fewer resources to do this. I only change my battery when it absolutely will not power my implant anymore or in a situation (like a job interview or a concert) where it is important that my hearing is the best it possibly can be.

When my batteries are on their last leg of life, I notice that I have to ask people to repeat themselves a lot more often. Sound becomes a little more… blurry, I guess. It’s difficult to distinguish them from one another, and I often can’t tell the background from the foreground. This is usually when I listen to music with really strong, distinct beat or songs that are already a chaotic blur of sound anyway. One example would be Science of Selling Yourself Short by Less Than Jake – the opening riffs are pretty clear, then it kind of disintegrates into a blur of sound.

In contrast, when I’ve just replaced my batteries, I feel more comfortable in most Hearing-world situations such as verbal conversation (even with background noise) and so forth. During this time, I listen to a lot more “challenging” songs, for lack of a better term. I’m talking about things like songs with lyrics that are really difficult to make out – I get inordinately proud of myself when, for example, I am able to make out the lyrics to Boot Stamping On a Human Face Forever by Bad Religion without looking them up first. I’m talking about songs where you really have to listen to the song to fully pick up on every single detail going on – I’m not sure what the term for that would be.

It’s just really interesting how subjective music can be for me. For example, I’ve talked in the past about how a reprogramming appointment changed my taste in music a little bit. Over time, I’ve come to take it on a quasi-philosophical level: it’s impossible to tell what exactly makes one person – even a Hearing one – respond to this song, while another one totally hates it. So, why is it any different for born-Deaf people who use cochlear implants? Just because our hearing is, on some level, artificial doesn’t mean that we can’t find personal meaning in music.

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Analyzing Contemporary Media & Art, or: Why Art is Important, Part Two

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There are many different ways of looking at culture and society, but this is my perspective: the societies that we live in are like the air that we breathe. They are essential to life, but they may contain harmful material.

I believe that the first step to combat these harmful elements is to first analyze our culture to figure out where they are coming from. Here is a list of things that I look for when I’m trying to make sense of the culture around me:

  • Visual representation: How are minorities represented and why? Who is creating these images? How do those images affect the culture at large, and how do they affect us, the minorities? Some examples: Racialicious regularly posts about the impact of the representation of people of color in the TV series True Blood, and the documentary Killing Us Softly talks about how advertising affects women.
  • The audience: Who listens to viking metal? Who watches Meg Ryan films? Why? What can these audiences tell us about the expectations that society assigns to different groups of people? For example, if we state that it is mostly white guys who listen to viking metal, we can begin talking about this constructed narrative of white masculinity as having its origins in Norse mythology. Furthermore, what are the messages that these particular audiences are gaining?
  • Access: In a similar vein as the above point, who is given access to what? Why? For instance, if we observe that it is mostly white males who create Hollywood films, which is a valued art form in mainstream culture, what does that tell us about how this society treats women and people of color?

Analyzing contemporary media is important because:

  • Analyzing the output of a culture – its media, its art – is the best way to figure out what its values are. For example, if lesbians are constantly depicted as amoral women who are horny all the time and take advantage of innocent straight women, the message is that lesbians are not valued in the society that created those images.
  • It gives us a baseline that we can use to determine a direction for our social justice efforts. Where do we currently stand? How far do we have to go before our goals are accomplished? For instance, if we watch films that depict Deaf people and analyze them to arrive at the conclusion that, in modern media, Deaf people are represented without autonomy, we can conclude that one of our goals in attaining Deaf rights is to show that Deaf people have thoughts and opinions of their own.
  • Analyzing media is one tactic that can help minorities to cope with daily assaults upon our self-esteem. For example, instead of blindly internalizing the message that trans people are depraved people, we can instead ask ourselves who is portraying trans people as depraved people and why. If the answer is, “cissexist society portrays trans people as depraved people because they are convenient scapegoats,” I feel that this is a more constructive direction than internalizing the message that trans people are worthless. Again, analyzing media gives us a direction for our efforts – rather than needlessly directing our anger and despair towards the scapegoated minorities, we can instead direct it at the people who are providing inaccurate information about minorities.

Like I said, society is like air. It contains good elements as well as harmful elements. The ultimate goal here is to create a society in which we can all breathe freely, and identifying the harmful elements is the first step in that goal.

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This post is part of a series. You can find the first part here: A Fuller Picture of Art History.

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New Blog Layout & Accessibility

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So, I’ve changed around the layout of this blog. I think it’s pretty, which makes me happy because I like pretty things.

However, I’d like to ask for reader feedback. Do you think this blog is accessible? If not, how can I change it? You see, I’m a very visual thinker, so sometimes it’s hard for me to understand the accessibility needs of people who have visual issues. So, to correct this blind spot, I’d love some input/feedback from y’all regarding the layout. For example, can your screen reader understand this blog?

Even if you don’t have any issues accessing visual things, I’d love to know if you think that the layout is clear. For example, should I include a site map?

Also, this doesn’t fit under accessibility, but another thing that I did was re-organize the categories and tagging system of this blog. For example, I put racism, sexism, and transphobia all under one tag: “-isms.” Do you think that I should go back and separate the categories again, or should I just keep them all under that umbrella tag?

Thanks, everyone! This is an open post; please feel free to comment on any aspect of this blog whatsoever.

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More On the It Gets Better Project

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Okay, apparently, everyone is talking about the project. Some of the stuff that I covered in my previous post has been discussed extensively already by other bloggers and vloggers. Here’s one thing that I haven’t seen yet, though: The accessibility issues. I mentioned it in a footnote, but here’s a more complete discussion.

I read a blog post, The Politics of Getting Better, in which the author pointed out that a lot of critiques only focus on Dan Savage’s video and totally overlook the fact that Savage created a Youtube channel for others to chime in with their input as well. That’s a valid point… But, for me, that’s one major point at which the project breaks down. Here’s the thing: Many of the response videos don’t have captions, or even transcripts.

Now, I understand that captions are time-intensive. I will point out that Youtube has made it easier for people: there’s a feature to upload a transcript with time stamps and the video will be automatically captioned for you. But even if that’s too much work, a transcript at the very least would be better than nothing. I’m sorry to say, but at this point, the auto-transcribe feature just doesn’t work, especially if the vlogger has a non-standard accent or mumbles or talks fast or whatever.

I just feel like the whole point about “building community” and “providing a tapestry of diverse voices” is totally lost in this case. My feeling is, if you want to do those things, you had better make sure that everybody has access to your message. It’s not just d/Deaf people who would benefit – it’s also all the people who can’t play online videos, or the people who can’t understand your accent, etc. Sometimes I feel very excluded by Hearing vlogging communities in general, and this is yet another example of that phenomenon happening. Sure, it’s wonderful that you’re making this Youtube channel for your club, but you’re basically hanging a sign over the entrance saying NO DEAFIES ALLOWED.

Also, the Hearing queer community is pretty mixed about deafness: I have met many people who just “get” it; I don’t have to explain much about deafness to them. But I have also run into accessibility issues – like the time that we requested an interpreter six months in advance for a queer conference and we never got an interpreter.

So, yeah, if you’re trying to reach out to suicidal queer teenagers, you’d better realize that some of them can’t access videos. Many bloggers have been saying that the whole project would be a lot stronger if it was more sensitive to the diversity within the community, so I’d like to add this: Please think of accessibility, too.

UPDATE 10/8/10: Here’s an excellent post by Teresa Blankmeyer Burke over at Deaf Echo: It Gets Better, It Really Does. It’s about the intersectionality of deafness/queerness. She also talks about how the video by Dan Savage came to be transcribed – it wasn’t captioned originally – which I thought was really interesting.
And here’s a post by Adam Stone calling for people to do project in ASL: It Gets Better in ASL.

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My Thoughts On the It Gets Better Project by Dan Savage

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People have been discussing Dan Savage’s It Gets Better video within the blogosphere and the vlogosphere for the past week or so. In a nutshell, the advice columnist Dan Savage1 created a video2 in which he and his partner Terry are trying to combat the worryingly high rate of LGBT teen suicide by telling suicidal teens that “it gets better.”

I’m going to state right here that I have never been suicidal.3 There are many people on the blogosphere who have posted more cogent discussions from personal experience than I can offer. However, I will say this: It does not seem to me like it would help a suicidal teenager primarily because it really is a video about Dan Savage, not about teenagers.

When I was a camp counselor at a diversity camp,4 one of the rules was that we should avoid sharing personal stories. Especially “war stories” – an example of a war story would be when Dan Savage says, “I was bullied because I liked musicals.” But even positive stories were slightly iffy to talk about because people could potentially sound like they were saying, “My life is a million times more awesome than yours is” – which is a mistake that Dan Savage makes in this video. The point behind this rule was that the teenagers were the focus of the camp. In short, the counselors were there to support and guide the teenagers throughout this whole experience, not to impart some Great Wisdom that they, as Wise Adults, had. Because of this, listening is absolutely key in this situation.

When I think back to the issues that I faced in high school, I’ve already mentioned that I wasn’t suicidal. So they boiled down to this: I didn’t have enough facts to make sense of my experience. I didn’t even know that people like me existed, basically. I’m not talking about rich white gay/lesbians who basically live a suburban upper-class life like Dan Savage and Terry – I knew that people like them existed, but it didn’t help me. So I think that one thing to do would be to make sure that teenagers know that a broader world exists. I’m not just talking about teenagers within conservative small-town areas, although that is important too – I have seen some teens even within this liberal coastal city who are unaware that people like them exist.

Anyway, in the process of giving teens facts, we should include mentions of how they can contribute to this historical community rather than saying, “Wait until High School is over; then you can join our club!” In Savage’s video, there is this weird separation of “high school queers” and “21+ queers.” Would it not be more appropriate to talk about what queer teens can do now and include them in the community now?

For example, I’m thinking of when I was in high school and I was the co-president of my Gay-Straight Alliance. The Pride Center of the state provided so much support to youth; it was quite amazing. There was a drop-in community center where kids could just go and hang out, and sometimes people would come in and talk to us about things like HIV prevention. At the time, a senator was trying to ban GSAs, so the Pride Center held a summit that brought together many GSAs in the state to brainstorm strategies to combat the ban – it was very empowering feeling like a community; we were fighting for our rights as young queer people, instead of waiting until after we graduated to fight for our rights.

In sum, if you’re an adult who wants to help out, I’d suggest reaching out to actual queer teens and actually making the experience about them rather than about you like Dan Savage did. After all, one thing that I realize when I look back at my high school experience is that supportive adults were pretty important – but the key word is that they were supportive. They didn’t come in with assumptions: they worked with our needs and guided us, instead of telling us what to do.

Update: Well, I just found the make it better project. That’s something that I can put my support behind.

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  1. Honestly? I dislike Dan Savage already – if I flip over to Savage Love out of boredom, I usually end up angry. []
  2. Tangent related to deafness. Although I really didn’t like Savage’s video, I was pleasantly surprised to see that Savage provided captions for his Youtube video. But many people who are responding to the video aren’t doing this. I understand that captions are time-intensive, but even a transcript is better than nothing. []
  3. Actually, during my most difficult times, I tended to direct my anger/despair at other people rather than at myself. []
  4. This camp was basically a combination of Oppression 101 and leadership training: “How to deal with this screwed up system.” []
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A Fuller Picture of Art History, or: Why Art is Important, Part One

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At this point, I when I think about my future career, I think it’d be cool to be involved in a program with the goal of increasing access to art so that minorities who are usually denied access for reasons like class or disabilities can participate in art. I’m interested in three primary areas: (A) providing a fuller picture of art history, (B) teaching people how to analyze the art that contemporary culture produces, and (C) giving people the tools to create art of their own. Personally, I think that all of these can work in synergy to create a larger impact than any one of them alone.

I am going to do a series of this issue because it’s too big for one blog post. I’ll start with art history.

A woman in a high-collared white dress sits on the left side; a woman in a more casual dress with a blue-and-yellow top and a green and white ruffled skirt sits on the right. Both figures are the same woman. Both women have exposed anatomical hearts, and a vein connects them. The woman in the white dress is holding a pair of scissors, and she is cutting her end of the vein. It bleeds onto her dress. The two women hold hands. A stormy cloudy scene is behind the two women.
The Two Fridas by Frida Kahlo

In popular culture, the canon of Great Art revolves around dead white men: Picasso, Vincent Van Gogh, Michelangelo, etc. Unless one is actually studying art history in college, it is rare to hear about people like Artemisia Gentileschi or Jasper Johns.

In fact, when the contributions of minority populations are not ignored, they are outright ridiculed. Just consider the fact that needlework, a traditionally female medium, is seen as less important than painting; similarly, ancient African art is considered more “primitive” than ancient Greek art.

This refusal to give credit to minorities is pretty important. By doing this, the dominant culture drills the idea into our heads that minorities have never contributed anything of value to the world. This easily turns into a message that marginalized people are inherently less valuable than others.

When I was a senior in high school, I took AP Art History.1 Before this course, I’d only heard about Dead White Male artists. I also definitely remember feeling like an outcast in a small town in the Rockies. I was queer, and I was deaf. Not exactly a winning combination in such a conservative monoculture.

In AP Art History, I read about Frida Kahlo and I was intrigued, so I watched the biopic about her. I’m gonna be honest right here – cineastes and art historians tend to turn their noses up at Frida for reasons that are pretty valid, but when I first saw it, I felt a little less alone. The message that I took away from the film at that point in my life was that Frida Kahlo had taken her experiences with chronic pain, sexuality, and gender and transformed all of it into something meaningful instead of letting it ruin her life. That was something that I really admired, and I think it’s pretty important to see that type of portrayal instead of another “Broken Disabled Person” or “Queer Kills Self or is Murdered” narrative.

Although I admired Kahlo, what really helped me feel less alone was reading about even more artists. We used a pretty liberal art history textbook, so I also read about other people who had had experiences of being marginalized. It’s not just the Dead White Men who created meaningful art – there are so many different groups of people who became artists to express their experiences. Historically speaking, it’s almost like there is this whole extended family that our parents didn’t tell us about because they were queer, or the wrong religion, or the wrong nationality.

That’s why I think it is important to give people a more complete idea of art history: it lets people know that they are not alone, historically speaking. Reconnecting people with artists from their community’s past is the first step in building up collective self-esteem; likewise, teaching people about artists who do not look like them helps them develop empathy for others.

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  1. By the way, when I say that it’s important to teach people about art history, I’m not necessarily talking about formal education in the form of AP courses or college courses. Those can be very useful, but I think that education should be more accessible than it currently is. []
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