Teaching progressivism

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I had a pretty interesting convo with one of my students today. I’m not a high school teacher, but that’s definitely one of my possible careers. In my opinion, part of being a good, effective progressive teacher, especially when working with social studies, is learning how to lead the student to their own conclusions.1 You don’t want to come right out, state your opinions, and expect the student to adopt them – which, unfortunately, is exactly what some teachers do.

This particular student is rather ethnic-nationalist. I can’t get into specifics due to confidentiality, but let’s just say that he belongs to an ethnic minority (not Native American – you’ll see why this matters in a moment) that was shat upon by the U.S. and that he knows more about the history behind that than many white students do. We get a lot of students like that – and it honestly just makes me glad to see people taking history seriously. I am just glad to see students reading about history, especially a lesser-taught history, even if the impetus to learn comes from nationalistic motivations. I’ll gladly talk about that aspect of history with them and help them keep it fact-based (for example, Tuskegee did happen, but abortions as genocide did not).

Because this student has already figured out that the American Dream isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, this student also asks a lot of questions, which I think some teachers2 find really exhausting – but I love it. Honestly, it’s partly because I can relate to that attitude – I didn’t ask teachers questions, but I definitely questioned everything (and still do). And it’s partly because I’m just glad to see him engaging in something (ie, school) that will help him to say ‘fuck it’ to The Man and create an awesome life.

Today, I was going over the questions on a test that my student had missed. We began talking about a question on the test; he had bubbled in an answer that said: “The U.S. Government respected the Cherokee right to have their own land and their own laws.” Now, you don’t even have to read the question – if you know the history of Native Americans, you know that that’s probably not the answer because this simply did not happen because of how hostile US/Native relations were.

I tried to communicate this to my student – “So, the thing about this answer is, it’s just not true. It never was.”

“Oh,” he said, “But I thought that the U.S. respected the Native American right to their own land, because they got these independent states and stuff?”

“Well,” I said, “That’s true, but the U.S. didn’t allow them to keep their territory. They went from this,” I indicated a large area, “to this,” I indicated a smaller area in a different spot.

So then my student got off into this tangent about how he had read that some contemporary Native Americans had tried to go back to a more traditional way of living but they couldn’t afford to so they went back on federal government assistance.

“I don’t know about that,” I said, “But the struggles that modern Native-Americans face is different than what they faced in their history. So, back to this question – the thing that you have to understand is that the U.S. was very very…” I frowned. “Not friendly to Native Americans.”

“Oh,” he said, “Like immigrants?” I’m pretty sure he was trying to get a rise out of me but who knows, really.

I just kind of wagged my head and said, “That’s possible, but that’s outside of the scope of the test. Now, back to this question.” (I wish I’d said, “We’re talking about Native Americans, though” or something similar. The gifts of hindsight.)

So then he was like, “Oh wait, so they took their land away?”

“Yep.”

“That’s fucked up, man.”

At this point, I was like, I think he understood, and I said, “Yep. OK, you feel good about question 12?” He did. “OK, let’s go to question 18 now…”

It feels good, dude. Looking back, it’s exactly what my best teachers in high school did – they guided us to concepts, and they showed us the knowledge necessary to become better people. I don’t know how I feel about being in the same room as 30 hearing teenagers all day long, but becoming a high school social studies teacher would be pretty nice in some ways.

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  1. Really, I was thinking about it – and, as long as the student uses logic and the opinions of all affected persons, I’m okay with whatever conclusion the student comes up with. It can be radically conservative for all I care, but the problem with radical conservatism is that it only focuses on the concerns of a few and is therefore logically inconsistent. []
  2. To be fair to the other teachers, it doesn’t help that he’s chauvinistic – I can imagine that they wouldn’t want to be degraded by him all day. But he’s great with me, which gives me mixed feelings. I’m glad that I can be a male role model for him, but it bums me out whenever he talks about women in a demeaning way. It’s just gross. I’m usually just like, “Respect women,” and then I change the subject. []
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How a narrow definition of literature can be problematic

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I recently read a discussion about whether Harry Potter can be considered literature. The forum’s admin admitted that she had “my own, limited definition” of literature. It bothered me, to be honest, because the narrowness of what is considered ‘literature’ is why I stopped being an English major.

You see, all too often in high school, I got these white male English teachers who taught only old white men. For instance, I had an English teacher who assigned us Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad but didn’t discuss any of the racist/colonialist aspects of it. He idolized Edward Abbey and William Faulkner but never discussed work by people of color or females or anything. That attitude alienated me – I wanted to read stories about myself that I could relate to, not stories about “good ol’ boys.” Furthermore, I knew there was something fundamentally wrong about considering one cultural standard to be more “worthy” of the label ‘literature’ than other cultural standards, but I couldn’t exactly articulate it.

Granted, I had an amazing English teacher who acknowledged that the definition of ‘literature’ is too narrow. But he was the exception rather than the rule. That changed in college to some degree – for instance, I took a “women in art history” class that introduced me to an amazing essay that argued that art historians have traditionally excluded the contributions of women artists. The notion of the artist as a ‘great man’ is patriarchal; sexism gets codified when historians and curators decide what work is “worthy” of belonging in the canon of “great art” and exclude women artists.

That essay caused me to realize that the problem that I had with the narrow definition of ‘literature’ and ‘art’ is the fact that prejudices – racism, sexism, whatever – are codified into the idea of ‘art’ and ‘literature.’ If curators, historians, and academics don’t think that the voices of minority people or new ideas are worth hearing, they won’t be included in the canon of ‘art’ or ‘literature.’

And, unfortunately, I did experience that phenomenon firsthand in college.

Before I transferred, I went to a very, very white upper-class college. At first, I enjoyed its focus on academia because I love learning and contributing to an intellectual conversation, but after a while, my problems with it grew and I began to experience negative things. One of the most major negative experiences that I had in college was my creative writing course – it was so negative, in fact, that I stopped writing for a while after that course.

I had many, many, many problems with that course. I’ve talked about it before in this blog, so I won’t dwell on it too much, but one problem that I had with the class was the fact that my professor was an older white female with an extremely narrow definition of what she considered ‘literature.’ She was extremely prejudiced but believed that she was in the right because of the very narrow, specific definition of ‘literature.’ Looking back, I’m not sure if she knew that she was bigoted – maybe she thought she was totally justified in her approach to creative writing because of her narrow definition of literature.

Here’s a story. One day, an African-American student with a very “black” name brought in a first-person story that she had written in ebonics. We all read the stories and peer-reviewed them. When I read her story, my impression was that it was an extremely good story – the characterization was completely natural, the dialogue was superb, the grammar was generally quite good with a few quirks here and there, and the plot itself was very engaging. And her use of ebonics was totally justified – it added to the overall feel of the story and lent it a distinct rhythm/cadence that I enjoyed. It was only the first two or three pages of a larger story, but I wanted to read more.

She never said why she chose to write it that way, but my guess is that, since she had grown up in this specific minority, she wanted to write a story that would immerse the reader in the reality that she inhabited. In that particular city, white people and African-American people had distinctively different speech patterns. She spoke “white” at school, but I’m sure she probably went home and switched into a more natural mode of speaking. She wasn’t a white writer, so why write like one?

That story, however, did not go over well with my professor. The very next day, she gave us an angry lecture – she spoke about the purity of English and how the writing of Shakespeare and a bunch of other old dead white men are the highest standard of literature. She didn’t care whether or not we aspired to write books like theirs – she wanted us to learn how to write like old dead white men (eg, a superior form of writing) before writing in an “experimental” manner.

The fact that our professor got angry, frankly, upset and scared me – her reaction was disproportionately intense and we could all tell that it was fueled by her intense racism/fear. Also, by giving us a lecture immediately after a black student dared to write differently about the value of “great literature” that ignored anything that wasn’t by an old white man, she basically told us that the stories by people of color are worthless. I mean, this girl’s story wasn’t that “experimental” – all she did was write in a pattern of speech and a first-person point of view that immersed the reader in what she had grown up with. This is a well-established tradition – in fact, the first thing that came to my mind was Catcher in the Rye, which academics often consider ‘literature’ and, like this student’s story, also narrates the story in a very colloqual/immersive manner. Furthermore, it’s ironic that she expected us to write like Shakespeare because he was very ground-breaking.

I think that the root of her negative reaction was the fact that the girl’s story immersed our professor in a black person’s reality. And she was so racist that she absolutely did not want to experience that reality. Her attitude was, Who would want to know what it is like to be a black person for a few moments? I can’t imagine how that girl felt about being rejected in this manner.

That class is what alienated me from writing for a while – in addition to witnessing her bigotry, I also experienced it on the deaf and queer fronts. This made me realize that those who oppress other minorities will most likely oppress you, too, even if you’re in an unrelated minority. Like I said in my previous post, I was like, “If there are experts this bigoted in the writing world – agents, publishers, etc – who have the power to dictate the landscape of contemporary literature, how am I going to get my foot in the door? Will my deafness and queerness forever bar me from participating in the writing world?”

Literature is an ever-evolving and ever-changing phenomenon. If students are alienated by the prejudices of an earlier generation and their literary aspirations are quashed, how will literature evolve? It’s like that saying: “We kill the caterpillars, then complain that there are no butterflies.” What is “cutting-edge” today will be a “classic” work of art in a few centuries – historians too often appreciate the contributions of artists long after they’re gone.

Now, I don’t have a problem with the fact that some people prefer certain types of literature over others. If you like As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner, that’s great! Where it gets problematic for me is when people act like certain types of literature are superior to others; the novels within their favorite genres (classical 18th century English authors, early-twentieth century American, novels by dead white men, etc.) are the only things that they consider to be ‘literature.’ All too often, adopting a narrow definition of ‘literature’ ends up excluding the contributions of minority writers simply because their stories don’t fit in with the cultural ideals of the academic. And that’s not right.

In the end, who cares what is ‘truly’ literature? There’s no such thing, really – it’s simply that the prejudices of old white academics have been codified into this list of “great” books. We need to set that aside and let young writers push the boundaries of what we consider ‘literature.’ We may end up with something trashy, or we may end up with something truly amazing and groundbreaking.

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Codifying transphobia into media

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In college, I had a negative experience with a bigoted creative writing professor and experienced both audism and homo/transphobia from her. I went into depth about the deaf thing in an earlier post, but I didn’t talk about the queer aspect of it.

The TL;DR version of it is that I wrote a story about a trans man who goes home for Thanksgiving – he began transitioning two years ago, so he is not newly out. At this point, his family is quite accepting, for the most part. However, his mother is unaccepting, so the conflict that arises between them is the central plot point.

Our professor had individual conferences with us periodically, and my conference with her about that story was absolutely horrible. She told me that some of my characterization was impossible because nobody could possibly be that accepting of a trans man. Obviously, transsexual people were inherently disgusting and wrong, so my story was unrealistic because nobody could accept them at that level. Furthermore, she said that there was no way that his brother could accept him as a male only two years after transition because he wasn’t really a man. To top it off, she said that his mother’s prejudiced feelings were quite valid and understandable, then went into this whole long thing about how a mother holds her daughter in her arms and has all these dreams and hopes for her future life as a woman – and, when that child transitions to male, it completely shatters all those dreams. It was awful.

Basically, she was saying that prejudice is part of human nature. I absolutely don’t believe that that’s true – it’s part of a specific cultural ideal that has come to dominate the world. Also, it bothers me when people say this – it’s an excuse for them to not work on their prejudices. Rather than being ashamed of their prejudices, as they should be, they proudly flaunt them as part of ‘human nature.’

Thinking about it, that’s definitely one reason that I decided not to make a career out of being a writer, which I’d considered before. I was like, “If there are experts this bigoted in the writing world – agents, publishers, etc – who have the power to dictate the landscape of contemporary literature, how am I going to get my foot in the door? Will my deafness and queerness forever bar me from participating in the writing world?” I decided that I’d rather work in a nurturing and affirming environment that values diversity rather than constantly have to butt my head against ignorance every day.

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Deaf people of color

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In the city where I used to live, there was a pretty nifty store in a low-income neighborhood that allowed people to learn about computer geek culture – with donations, they were able to build computers, learn programming languages, learn about network security, and so forth.

Once, I went there to donate computer parts. One of the staff members assisting me, an African American lady, noticed my cochlear implant and began telling me about her deaf son. She was hearing, so she wasn’t quite sure how to deal with him in some ways – which is super-common in hearing parents; my own loving parents were like that. So I guess she was looking for a deaf man to give her some advice about how to raise her boy.

She told me that he was acting out in class because he couldn’t always understand teachers, and I nodded – yeah, I can relate to that; I did the same thing in grade school and went to the principal’s office a lot. But then she kept talking and I quickly realized that her son was experiencing a vastly different reality than I did when I was a child. When I was a kid, I was sent to the office to talk to the principal and got sent home to watch TV and that was it. In contrast, this deaf kid’s school had labeled him as a ‘troublemaker’ and wanted to put him in a class for children with aggression disorders. But the thing is, he didn’t have an aggression disorder – he was simply deaf! So they were basically setting him up for failure.

There’s probably a lot of reasons why this kid is experiencing different issues than I did, but I think that a major factor is racism. Authority figures have this tendency to see white people as innocent and racially profile people of color as criminals. So, they feel a need to “intervene” in the life of an African-American deaf boy – but the problem is, their interventions are inappropriate. It would be better to address the root cause of the problem – lack of access to the education causes him to become bored and act out – rather than treat the symptom that fits within preconceived stereotypes. Instead of assuming that every boy of color who acts out has an agression disorder, how about addressing the root cause of the problem?

Worse, it sounded like this lady’s doctor wasn’t really communicating the kid’s needs very well – she kept talking about how she wanted to get him a cochlear implant but the hospital kept telling her no. Later on, she talked about how the kid’s deafness was from nerve damage. I don’t think she realized that nerve damage rules out someone as a cochlear implant candidate – even if the cochlea worked perfectly, the auditory signals wouldn’t be able to get to the brain. I don’t know – it just seemed like a failing of the healthcare system to me.

I haven’t really heard a lot of Deaf people talk about intersectionality, except maybe for LGBT/Deaf issues. I’ve also noticed that the Deaf community is pretty white. I think that we could do a better job of being more inclusive – the Deaf community is a wonderfully empowering environment for a lot of people, so I think it would be awesome if we could expand our community to include everyone, not just people who look like us.

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Conspiracy Theories

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I have heard a lot of conspiracy theories over the years. Many minority communities come up with conspiracy theories that become a standard urban legend for that particular community. Some examples:

  • The government purposefully released crack cocaine into inner-city neighborhoods in order to bring down the Black community
  • The government purposefully introduced HIV/AIDS to the gay community in the 1980s in order to drive a wedge through an embryonic community and thus hinder its political progress
  • We are actually smarter/stronger/better/whatever than them, so they brought us down to a level below them out of sheer hatred and jealousy

Etc.

Everyone knows at least one person who sincerely believes these theories, but even if some of these theories sound totally ridiculous, they are quite seductive to us. They allow us to entertain the thought, even for a moment, that we minorities are so important to the world that the majority felt sufficiently threatened by us and had to take drastic measures against us. Wow, we must really be important and special people, indeed!

But, really, that’s the crux of the problem that I have with conspiracy theories – this notion that people in majority populations give a shit about minority communities. Although it may sound super-cynical, I honestly don’t believe that that’s true.

I have a unique experience because I am in many of the most oppressed minorities of this country – my brothers and sisters have historically experienced poverty, murders, lack of meaningful employment, ostracization and isolation from the entire community, etc. At the same time, however, I have had the opportunity to observe some of the more privileged sectors of society from an insider’s point of view because of the family that I was born into.

It’s always a little awkward for me to interact with uber-privileged people – that’s the only thing that I knew growing up, so I learned how to do it really well, but you just would not believe how freakin’ ignorant some people are. They live in these little homogenous bubbles surrounded by people who are just as privileged as they are, so they grow up thinking that everyone can do shit like fan themselves with five $20 bills for like ten solid minutes.1 To people like this, it’s really hard to explain issues like the importance of universal healthcare or a commitment to true anti-racism – they’d be like, “What? There are poor people?”

Honestly, in some ways, I’d almost prefer actual hate to simple indifference. I’ve seen so many privileged people who act like they forget that the person serving them food, cleaning their toilet, taking care of their kids, or whatever is simply a person, too. Minority people are so unimportant to privileged people that they often just forget about us altogether. Which, ya know, is really ironic – without minorities, privileged people would have nothing.

So, when faced with that cold indifference from privileged people – I’m not really inclined to believe that they did stuff like introduce AIDS into our communities. That takes a whole level of malice that you’d see from someone like Pol Pot or Hitler, plus a whole lot of time spent thinking about us. I mean, if you read the stuff that genocidal dictators wrote, they rarely thought about anything other than their scapegoat. In this country, privileged people are too busy playing golf and eating caviar to care about the little people.

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  1. I really really really wish I was making up or exaggerating that example, by the way. []
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Being a token versus enriching the office culture

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I am fairly certain that, when I applied for this job, my deafness and queerness played a fairly large role in my eventual hiring. I mean, I interviewed well and had the right set of skills and experiences for the workplace, but my minority status definitely did come into consideration.

I was somewhat concerned about this at first because it sucks to be a token. I’ve been a token before, and what usually happens is that you become the voiceless figurehead of diversity that your school or workplace shows off to demonstrate the ~diversity~ of its students/employees. But, instead of being allowed to actually suggest policy change, you get ignored.

Here’s an example – I was once hired as a Community Diversity Assistant (lol) at my campus’s “multi-cultural center” (double lol). I was on a team of approximately ten other CDAs and we were each assigned a subcommittee of specific minority issues to deal with, like race or class. At that point in time, I wanted to talk about deaf issues, but they assigned me to the queer subcommittee instead because they didn’t want to make it look like they were tokenizing me. It was weird, and I felt like I couldn’t really use my voice as well because it wasn’t what I wanted to focus on at that point in time.

It’s not like that this time around, though.

My supervisor frequently points out the positive attributes of my differences – for instance, many of our students don’t know how to communicate effectively, so by forcing them to slow down and communicate in a more intentional manner, I am indirectly teaching them how to communicate better. And, in this field, having a role model that minority students can relate to is important – being queer is actually somewhat of an advantage when dealing with our population because, unfortunately, 1/4 of homeless youth are LGBT. So, if an employee has the lived experience necessary to truly assist and empathize with a client, it benefits that young person.

I have also noticed that my workplace values diversity in general. We’re not terribly diverse racially, but our varying experiences are all valued. So that makes me feel like less of a token.

In this type of environment, I feel better about playing an educator role. It’s not fair to ask every minority person to educate you on every topic, but personally, I actually enjoy educating others about topics that fall within appropriate boundaries.1 I mean, come on! It’s an excuse to tell somebody about myself and sound like an expert for a while! Plus, if privileged people can take away lessons and become less oppressive, it benefits all of us.

So, when all is said and done, I’ve decided that I don’t really mind the fact that I may have been hired due in part to my minority status. If I can turn that to my advantage, I can support everyone else on the team in their journey to understand the dynamics of privilege & vice-versa.

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  1. What I mean by boundaries: for example, if I just met you, I’m not about to tell you how gay people have sex. []
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Returning to my roots as an intellectual

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Earlier this year, I was pretty depressed. There were a lot of reasons, but one of them was that I wasn’t sure what role intellect has in activist struggles. I saw so many people around me struggling to simply make ends meet – they worked multiple jobs, but they still had to go to bed hungry. With so many people focused upon basic survival, I asked myself what the use of intellect was. Books may enrich your character, but they won’t put food in your mouth.

Over time, I’ve changed my mind about that issue and I’m happier now.

I realized that one of the problems facing our country is the fact that people are not given equal access to education. Intellect and education are not, in and of themselves, bad. They only become negative when certain people are given access to those things while other people are not.

When you look at who gets access to education, there is a huge race gap and a huge class gap. A recent study showed that African-American second-graders are actually more motivated than White second-graders – all children are excited about learning at first because they have not yet failed. But, by fourth grade, African-American students’ motivation falls way behind White students’.

And think of another dynamic that often happens in many cities – with so many options, parents get to pick and choose schools. The well-funded ones are able to retain more highly skilled teachers and offer tons of extracurriculars, so the quality of the school goes up as a result. It creates a significant rift in social classes.

All of that creates a world where the people who had the chance to go to “nice” schools just so happen to be the ones who end up being in charge. So, if you look around and see the people from the fancy schools doing shit like ruining the economy, it can be easy to blame education altogether. But, really, education isn’t the problem – unequal access to education is the problem.

When all is said and done, intellect and professional thinkers are important for a wide variety of reasons.

For one thing, thinkers create innovations that change the world. Whether it’s a revolutionary new building design, a skillfully written political speech, a strategically written news story, or a sick piece on the wall, ideas have impact upon the everyday lives of people.

Thinkers are also leaders. What I mean by that is – think of how important the religious figure of a community is. Priest, pastor, Rabbi, whatever. If you look at the life of a priest closely, it’s actually not that different than a counselor or psychotherapist. They deal with abstract concerns, rather than actual physical reality. That takes a certain kind of intellect.

My thinking is – society benefits from a wide variety of different people, right? People who are good with their hands can build things of value; people who are artistic can create a more pleasing world for us to live in; people who are thinkers can advance the condition of the human race. The thing is, all of this works out so much better if people are actually passionate about what they are doing – there are so many thinkers in working professions and vice-versa. It would be a lot more efficient to ensure equal access to a variety of options for everyone. For this reason, equal access to education is vital.

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